I've been her on DeviantArt a while, and maybe I had my head in the sand, or maybe I just chose not to pay attention, but when a friend of mine pointed out the amount of truly awful "boob-centric" pictures on here, I started to pay attention.
One of the things I do, when I log into my account, is to see who's added something of mine to a collection. And when I do, I see among which pieces my stuff resides. And truly, some times, it saddens me. I was making no claims to great art, I wasn't claiming any high ground, but my gosh, maybe I should have been. I'm guilty of drawing the enormously endowed girlie, the audatiously busty pin-up, sure. But I like to think if I drew something so ridiculous, so out-sized, that the joke was apparent, the truly ridiculous nature of a man's imagination was being laid bare. We're goofs, we like big boobs, sure, and if we can get them bigger, well, bring it on, we can imagine there's a pill, a magic ray...something, right? If big is good, enormous must be the best.
But seriously, what I do is about perception, imagination working on a memory, gathering wool, and spinning a yarn..."I'm tellin' ya Ted, they were bigger'n yer head!". But then, I go on DA, and I see stuff, right next to mine in someone's "favourites" and I think, "Really? Is this where I belong? Is this where they see me?". And I start doing some soul searching.
I'm not looking for any pats on the back, a "hey man, your stuff doesn't belong there, next to the woman with the horses head, and the giant milk-squirting breasts" because I know it doesn't, but it is there, somewhere, someone has such a picture, and damnitt, I'm in that gallery, with some streamlined pin-up of mine, trying like hell to look classy next to the woman in the bondage straps, and the vibrator...with a load in her face, that looks like it was drawn by a sixth grader with a crayon taped to his fin.
I'm not a censor trying to get rid of this stuff, I just don't need to be hung in a gallery next to it. Y'know?
Another way of saying it is that there's a lot of shit out there, on here, and maybe someday the guy who takes the blurry snapshot of his girlfriends butt will be the next Arny Freytag (look it up). And I actually like the cutting edge rawness of a nude snapshot, the kind that gives you the feeling you're seeing something you're not supposed to, I prefer it over the overly airbrushed, body make-up look of the last twenty-plus years of Playboy, but still, let's call it what it is, amateur porn. It ain't art, not yet, and it doesn't need to be, it just has to be what it is, no pretense, just be porn, fine, that's cool, let's have THAT section, let's call it Dirty Snapshots, or something, and let's be done trying to justify it as "Art".
So maybe now you're saying well, mister "Artist" what about your stuff, would you call it art?
My answer, some of it, sure, some of it is cartoony, and caricature, and if that fits the capital A "Art" moniker, then sure, fine, it's art. Some of it, clearly, is, what I like to call art, because it's trying to express something, what, you don't need to know, but something. And that's enough to call it art in my book. It may fail, in that expression, it may fall very short, or do it clumsily, but, the intent was there, and even though I may present it here, among other more high-larious "drawrings" I still think it is what it was intended to be.
I feel like I've fallen back a bit, and I should stay the course. There is an awful lot of crap on DeviantArt. That having been said, there is still a huge amount of wonderful stuff on here, and my complaining about the dreck diminishes them not one bit. I intended to make a list of artists whose work I admire, and who should be looked at, and sought out, etc. And they're not great masters, or olde-timey guys, they're the guys you can find on here, on DA, and they're cool, exciting, and they make me want to be so much better. I'll do that soon, but seriously, can we just have some better stuff?
I wasn't going to write this because I'd seen a similar diary entry on DA, and it was well done, and I'll link it below with his blessings I hope.
But seriously, and I should have mentioned this sooner, but the fabulously talented Jeffrey Jones died this year, and when describing his work, the word that stood out in a quote about his work, his painting, and drawings of women, was "respectful" and that is something that is sorely lacking. Truly, we must aspire to greater things. Have fun for Gosh-sakes, but try to be better.
Whew, gettin' dizzy, better get down off my high horse!
Ideas, focus, and graphite.
-Scamble